Hey guys. I’ve had quite a bit going on lately, but please know that I’m completely fine, and that I’m being truthful when I say that. I’ve had some difficulties, to say the least, with this account and other people, so I’ve a created a new account (which I’ll provide a link to at the bottom of this note). You all have about an hour to follow that blog before I terminate this account totally and entirely. Have a nice day :)
New Blog: (x)
Thanks guys. It’s been a fun ride, and it looks like I’ll have to be continuing it elsewhere.
Louis and Falling
this never fails to make me laugh ok
No but if you look closely in the second to last gif you can see Harry and Liam in the background kind of like ‘wtf’ and in the very last gif Harry’s joining along and Liam’s still like ‘um are you ok’
Nineteen things I’ve learned before I turned nineteen.
1. Always carry $5 and a lighter with you (even if you don’t smoke).
2. Ask every person you meet how their day is going. Genuinely ask with the soul intention of learning how their day is. Ask the coffee shop employee. Ask the person next to you in line at Walmart. Ask your distant friend. Ask everyone.
3. Take many photos of yourself. Take photos of yourself when you’re happy. Take photos of yourself when you’re sad. Take photos of yourself because there are millions of trees in the world, and we all look at the same sky, but there is only one of you.
4. Stay in contact with your parents. Try not to hate them. They are the reason you have the ability to feel anything at all. Try not to hate your parents.
5. Opening your skin will not set your demons free. Open your heart. Open your mind. Open your hands.
6. Nobody knows anybody completely. That’s okay.
7. Be gentle, but be aggressive. Take a stand. Nobody hears your voice if you stay silent.
8. Respect everybody. We are all humans trying to survive. We all deserve respect.
9. Wearing black will ALWAYS make you feel better about yourself.
10. Always give tips, whether it be a couple extra dollars or a piece of mind. You never know how much you could be helping someone.
11. Change is the only thing consistent in life. Do not allow that bother you. Embrace chance and move with life, whichever direction it chooses to take you.
12. Smile often. Smile at strangers. Smile at your friends. Smile when nobody is looking and you’re alone in your bedroom. Smile when somebody is rambling to you.
13. Body image means nothing. Your body is merely just a seatbelt in the car. Your body is here to protect you. You choose the direction you go, and your body will not hold you back. Only you can hold yourself back.
14. Don’t hold grudges. Don’t allow yourself to hate anybody. Forgive them. Learn to love them for the person you never got to see them to be. Believe that a beautiful human exists in that person. Wish them well.
15. Drink orange juice. Lots of it.
16. Don’t allow the opinions of others to choose your destiny. We are all simply trying to live our own life.
17. Sing all the time. Sing off key. Sing in a silly voice. Sing like you’re on stage. Sing no matter who is around. Singing is breathing for the soul. Sing.
18. Take time to think. Write your feelings down. Write letters to the people you love. Texting is overrated and not as heartfelt as a nice handwritten letter.
19. Live for yourself. Breathe for yourself. Do everything in your life for nobody but you. This is your life. This is it.
When Shake It Up first started, my best friend and I said we were like the main characters of the show, Cece & Rocky. I was Cece because I was a short troublemaker, and she was Rocky because she was tall and shy. But we said this mostly because we were, and still are, best friends.
I grew some, and she grew as well. Time flew by with many fun times and many fights. Somehow, our friendship endured it all.
I flipped on the TV one day, and the Disney channel appeared on the screen. It was an advertisement for an episode of Shake It Up, one that looked interesting.
About a week passed and I had forgotten about the commercial.
Once again, I turned on the TV to find the Disney channel. The episode I’d seen advertised the week before was premiering.
Cece & Rocky were in a fashion show where something went horribly awry, making Cece fall off the stage and hit her head so hard she lost her memory.
This is when I started to pay more attention.
Cece went into surgery and came out not knowing who anyone was, including Rocky. Cece’s mother felt it would be good not to pressure Cece, so Rocky bit her tongue while Cece lead herself to believe her enemy, Tinka, was her best friend.
At the end of the episode, things boiled inside of Rocky and she broke down and begged Cece to remember. I was on the brink of bawling like a child.
And then, she remembered. She remembered her friends, her hatred for Tinka, her family, but most of she remembered Rocky and all they’d been through together.
For those who don’t know, I’ve recently gone through a crisis in which I was suicidal. I cut ties with a parent and that side of my family and I can honestly say it felt like being dragged through the pits of Hell.
But one of the few comforts I had during that low point was the fact that my Rocky would want me to be happy. She wouldn’t want me to kill myself, she’d want me to get help. Not only would it end my life, but it’d leave a permanent scar on her for the rest of hers. And no matter how much I wanted to end the pain, I couldn’t do that to her. I never will be able to drag her through Hell like that. She’s too important to me.
That’s when I realized I’d done the most cliche thing possible: I’d somehow began to see her as more than just my best friend.